published in 2009-12-22 09:48:00
I already posted about this in power requests here:http://mysticwicks.com/showthread.php?t=225073I'm having a very hard time accepting and dealing with this. Right now the pain seems unbearable. ...
I already posted about this in power requests here:
http://mysticwicks.com/showthread.php?t=225073
I'm having a very hard time accepting and dealing with this. Right now the pain seems unbearable. It's so hard letting go; we were so happy just a short time ago and now the sense of betrayal is just overwhelming. It's 4:30 in the morning and I'm in so much auguish I can't sleep. I loved him so much.
I'm struggling to stay present and deal with what's just in the front of me right now. During the day I have the distractions of the children and practical concerns except what is in front of me right now is a calm motel room no sleep and endless racing thoughts of pain. How do I get through the night?
Edited to add a thought for my poor neighbors. Can you conceive staying in a swanky hotel for the holidays and being stuck in a room next to a depressed insomniac who loves banjo music?